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I've always been afraid to create art. I was raised with an expectation of having to be "perfect." I was supposed to be quiet, to be a good student, to be an obedient child. Mistakes were not allowed. Challenging authority was punished. Feelings were not to be expressed, and if they were expressed, were ridiculed. I was told that every time I left the house, someone my parents knew would be where I went, and my behavior would be reported back to them. Watching eyes were everywhere. Thus, despite wanting to be creative my entire life, I'm still paralyzed ever time I think of trying. This goes for learning an instrument, painting, crocheting, drawing... I can't bring myself to even try. I've been given coloring books for relaxing, and I have yet to try to colore a single page. It's sad.

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